My lifestyle is at a weird in-between right now.

It’s because I’m not taking classes. I’m on co-op, working the typical 40 hours a week. I don’t live in a dorm anymore– I’m living in a house out in the suburbs. I drive a car, pay my own rent, buy groceries and cook my own meals.

No, at the moment, my vibrant college life has been put on hold. Instead, I’m getting a taste of… of…

Adulthood? 

It’s a terrifying prospect. Yet, I think this must be what being “settled down” and “old” feels like?

What is this? 

WHAT IS MY LIFE RIGHT NOW?

I’m so used to being super-busy, all the time. Well, I’m still pretty busy, all the time. But instead of my schedule being

It’s now

How can this be? I’m still a teenager! I’m still entitled to do things like

But instead, I’m just all like

Weird.